Follow postings of unpublished works from my upcoming book entitled
Chapter Nine- Part 3
I recall experiencing such an
extreme healing take place in Australia through Reiki, so much so that I
thought all those bad feelings were gone. But perhaps it was to prepare me for
the grittier layers of pain that reside even deeper within. My tummy flutters and tears fall down my
face. I feel an internal mourning for a ‘past’ that never was. I mourn for what
my life would have been like without the harmful trials I had endured. I mourn
for the ignorant little girl that did not know how to say ‘NO’. I grieve for
her, as I feel she can never know herself without knowing her past.
Some time passes after the attunement.
I sit with eyes closed for what feels like ten minutes. My eyes begin to part
as if coming out of a long meditation. Sharon hands me two tissues and a glass
of water, instructing me to ‘drink’. As I drink the water, I look directly into
Sharon’s eyes. Somehow I feel braver than before, like a different person than
I was when I walked into this room.
It is June’s turn next. I slowly
get up and switch seats with her. Settling into my chair, I realize Sharon has
said very little this evening. When I saw her channel, she was so full of big
words, accents, and fan-fare.. But tonight there is a softer tone about her, I
guess she is just being Sharon, the woman who resides when she is not
‘channeling’. June gets comfortable just as rain begins to hit hard upon the
window at the back wall, causing condensation to build up quickly in my view.
She sits as I did, with her hands in a prayer position. This is cool, I’ll get
to see a full view of what the ‘attunement’ process is.
In a quick swoop, Sharon raises her
arms above June’s crown, draws something over her, and blows a long breath down
into the top of her head. She then stands in front of June, bending forward.
This blocks my view momentarily, but I do notice that she scribbles on June’s
palms, in what seems like a similar fashion to how she scribbled on mine. She
next stands behind June with her arms hovering, and then does some kind
of weird squiggly movement behind June’s body, finally resting her hands upon her
shoulders. Is that it? I think to myself. Two minutes of waving arms,
scribbling on palms, circling steps and breaths through the crown? Is that what
happened to me? Is this what is
causing such a visceral upsurge of remembering within my body and mind, of all
those things I had so very well pushed way deep down inside? After June has had
some time to acclimate as I did, Sharon hands her water and instructs me to
come over and lay hands on June. She tells me to report what I feel or
see while sharing Reiki with her.
“Just let the energy flow through you.
Do not try to do anything with it, other than watch it. Listen to its
guidance and allow yourself to be innocent in its presence.” Her words instruct
a perfect path for me to feel out my first ‘hands on’ Reiki experience. I am
first guided to lay my hands upon June’s crown. After a minute or two of
silence, a couple of sudden thuds arise from the floor above us- as if a
neighbor from upstairs is trying to get our attention. ‘Bang-bang-bang’ the
noise occurs again and I instinctively move my hands from her crown to her
heart. I can feel my palms radiate great heat, as if someone has turned up the
temperature. Soon my palms begin to tingle with pin-prick sensations and I feel
to step away and end the ‘session’. Sharon guides us to switch places.
To be continued..
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© Tuesday May Thomas 2013
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