Healer Heal Thyself

Teachers, parents, guardians, counselors, tarot readers, healers, caregivers, team leaders,... and everyone that holds space for others to be safe, be well, be educated, be healed, be seen, be heard and be loved..... Take time out to heal yourself!

Know that you can press the pause button on life. And no, the world will not explode without your gifts, though it may implode if you do not slow down once and a while and breathe with purpose. The relations between you and your community, family, clients and friends will only be enhanced by you taking time out to recharge your batteries. 

Listen to the call... What is it? It is your body, your emotions, your mind... asking you to relax. Perhaps some deeper issues or lessons have been calling for your attention. Is it time to do your personal inner work? Your growth is important. We need you to know what it feels like to grow, so that as we enter our own growth, you can hold that space for us too.

You are a touchstone for so many. You are their rock. You are a bold reflection of positivity and possibility. Thank you for the light you share and the wisdom you behold unto us all. And thank you for taking time out to give back to yourself. Thank you for filling your reservoir, for restoring your strength and clarity, that you may be ever present upon being of service unto others.

As Reiki Practitioners and Reiki Attunees, it is ever important to use the tools we have chosen and lay our hands upon ourselves regularly. You have received your attunement(s) by way of your own divine guidance. Activate the power and transformation you seek loved one- by using your tools. Know you are ever prepared to go the path of self-love on a deeper and widened road. Lay hands and quench your spirit's thirst to be heard, to be seen, to be capable of inhabiting your beautiful temple with great ease, great light, and the enormous power of love. Make space for spirit by taking time on a regular basis to healing thyself, dear healer.

~ Love, Tuesday

Deep Healing Reiki Meditation

Blessings Friends,
Relax and let my words wash over you in my Deep Healing Reiki Meditation video below. 
This meditation is available in my Store :)
 Namaste <3 Tuesday

Open Aura

Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice  aka 'COASA' © Tuesday May Thomas

"This book is Eat Pray Love on Acid.."- 'The Masters Cup'

'Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice'
A new book by Tuesday May Thomas.

Excerpt: 
Chapter Four  Open Aura

I close my eyes to absorb my tears and envision the mysterious beings as they reside behind me. What are they? Who are they? In my minds-eye I see small Gray beings with large black eyes. Aliens... In Assisi ? Through my blurry peripheral vision I see the white curtains of the open window above my head. They lazily fluff and a cool breeze offers a moment of relief.  The high pitch tone is still gnawing at my inner ear and my body begins shaking involuntarily. Several drops of sweat run down my temple and fall over my left eye and into my right eyeball. For a moment I forget I am paralyzed and go to wipe my eyes dry. I sense a slight movement in my arm and push with all of my will to move my extremity. As I do, the high pitch sound becomes louder and louder and the beings seem to speed up their proceedings of dragging chairs across the living room floor., with feet smacking and squishing as they go. I am sweating profusely, locked in this invisible straight jacket, and my vision is now blinded. Working my will to the max, I make a certified choice to turn around and catch whoever or whatever is behind me ‘in the act.’ A climax of sound occurs as if to counteract the upsurge of my inner will. It almost deafens me as I finally break through and release from this spell. The high pitch vibration suddenly ends and my body is free. Apprehensive, I turn around but see no aliens, and not a chair out of its place. Nothing has been moved or interrupted, and there are no beings here. I lay exhausted and saturated in sweat.
I sit up carefully and look around this quiet room. My breath is shuddering and my hands shake wearily as I reach into my pack. I know I have a $20 emergency phone card in my address book and it is time to use it. I see a phone upon the table next to the couch. I dial the card’s pin code, the country code and then the phone number to the Bodhi Tree Bookstore, my place of employment before I departed for my backpacking journey. “Hello, Bodhi Tree Bookstore, how may I direct your call?” “Trina, is that you?” I ask. “Oh my god, Hello ...Tuesday?” Her voice shrieks with excitement. “Are you still on the road? We have not heard from you in a couple months, are you still in Italy?” I begin to gasp and my voice cracks “Trina, they are here.”..... There is a pause and sudden silence. I can hear her take a deep breath. “Ok, this is what you have to do- close all the windows and doors. Next, beam blue light out of your pointer finger and close up any holes or cracks in the walls where you are. Beam the blue light out of your finger around each window and doorframe. Go into the kitchen and bathroom and seal up each and every sinkhole, shower hole and vent with the blue light. Finally, find a power spot in the room where you are and state aloud ‘I now command all inappropriate and discarnate entities, all dark beings, evil spirits and the like to leave this place and never return. I am a light of the highest order and command this to be so. So be it, it is done!’

I fumble for a pen and write down her directions. “Tuesday, state this affirmation with all of your might, and do so until you feel it is working, until it is true. Now go, and get to work sister.” Her words are powerful and resonate in my ears. She is right, there is no time to waste, I must get to this right away. I thank her and we hang up.
It is now after 2am. I make my way to Sophie’s room, wake her up and explain to my Italian friend that I had a run in with strange beings in her living room and that I must now shut all windows and doors, including those in her room! She recommends I speak with her mom, who I find out is a psychic Zen Buddhist Monk. I agree and we call Mama Zen. Upon completion of my sealing up every crack and crevice with my blue finger, and after stating the affirmation Tina gave me, Mama Zen arrives.
I am relieved by her calm nature and know I am in the right place. Mama Zen sits me down and I begin to cry hysterically and share what happened. I tell her I know I am not crazy. As I sit in her presence sobbing, I sense my energy is frazzled, and I feel extremely vulnerable. She asks about my travels and I tell her about the Rainbow and the LSD. She says two things are probably happening. (1) I am making an acclamation back into a reality that is not ‘living on the mountainside.’ (2) The LSD has cause a rip in my energy field and I am walking around with a ‘open aura’. She tells me to avoid alcohol and drugs of all kinds. She also says it is my job to heal the holes in my aura by doing intense cleansing and meditation. She tells me the state of my aura is like an open door to all sorts of unacceptable entities to enter, and basically screw with my mind.
She says it is normal to feel ‘crazy’ after what I experienced last night, and that I will probably feel everything around me with greater intensity until I build up my aura shield again..  “Tuesday, build white light around yourself everyday so you can function in your day to day life without interruptions from unwanted energies...” are her last words to me.

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© Tuesday May Thomas 2014

Mantra- "I Place Love Here"

Excerpt from my book Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice ©Tuesday May Thomas

"Consciously practicing love is teaching me grace and patience. My experiences bring me to realize when I practice love- most people respond in love, despite their efforts to remain in fear.

“I place love here” is my mantra. Transmitting through love allows a translucency that each may see into the light of another’s being, even if for just one moment. Many are unaware of this opening, or perhaps they see it, but don’t know what it is. But if one is aware- they may gain much insight through utilizing the view appropriately. " 

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I am not a certified nutritionist, doctor or therapist. 

Please consult your healthcare professional before participating in any

 lifestyle changes you may feel are questionable to your health. 

I am not responsible for any action you resume, You are- Make it pleasurable.

© Tuesday May Thomas 2013

Shedding the Past..

The following is an excerpt from my book 'Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice' ©

On this night, the eve of my thirtieth birthday, I stand in front of the bathroom mirror and begin to pull at my dreads. I fold my long hair to the left and then over to the right. I rub my scalp deeply and notice a dreadlock is thinning at the root where it meets my head. I find myself tugging lightly on the dread and it releases itself from my scalp. I hold it in my hand and decide to navigate the surface of my head for any other loose locks. I find another, and this time it is a much longer and thicker dreadlock. It is half loose and half still connected. I tug at it and feel the need to pull even harder. I hold the root hairs of this dread and then attempt to pull the thick lock from its source. With the sound of a rip and a tear, I succeed! I stand looking at myself in the mirror holding these two freed locks in my hand. I then ruffle my remaining locks and feel a sense of satisfaction flow through me. I wrap my two orphaned locks in a scarf and head to bed.

The following morning I pack my satchel with a pen, journal, pear, left over muffin from yesterday, bottle of water, sarong, shades and my quartz crystal. I glide by the kitchen area and grab a cup of hot chai and take to the hills barefoot. I walk for about a mile and get as high up into the land as possible. Even though there are few visitors at the retreat center, I still seek to be removed as much as possible. After finding a suitable place to pee in the bushes- I make my way a little further up the hill and find a nice spot that has just enough shade and just enough light to keep me comfortable.

Journal Entry- May 13^th, 2002

I awoke this morning with a far out idea of how to incur healing and closure from afar. It’s kinda like an energy tool I guess, but it’s a letter. An energy letter.  As I thought about all the things I wish to change in my life- the idea of writing a letter directly to these things and people- came to me. The vibe from the energy letter was that I am to write to their Higher Self, from my Higher Self.  © Tuesday May Thomas 2013

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I am not a certified nutritionist, doctor or therapist. 

Please consult your healthcare professional before participating in any

 lifestyle changes you may feel are questionable to your health. 

I am not responsible for any action you resume, You are- Make it pleasurable.

© Tuesday May Thomas 2013

Authentic Self, Reiki, Kundalini, Pineal Gland, Higher Self & Tar Body

Lecture by Tuesday May Thomas 

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I am not a certified nutritionist, doctor or therapist. 

Please consult your healthcare professional before participating in any

 lifestyle changes you may feel are questionable to your health. 

I am not responsible for any action you resume, You are- Make it pleasurable.

© Tuesday May Thomas 2013

Chapter Nine- 'Level One'; Part Four

Follow postings of unpublished works from my upcoming book entitled 

Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice © 

It is my turn to receive Reiki. I feel a stream of energy coming towards me as June’s palms extend to my shoulders. An absolute sedation washes over me through this influence of Reiki. My thoughts meander; “Who am I as a woman in this world? And how does my past affect my present?” I have to continue journaling of my early sexual experiences. I know it will help my path to healing the hurt and confused feelings I hold inside. It is time to heal those parts of my past. My experiences with Reiki healing in Greece and Australia have led me here. I am learning how to receive. I am learning how to give to myself. I revel in thoughts of travel. I am still unsure of what exactly my attunement will do to me, or for me, but I know it is time for me to take responsibility for my life and start a path of healing. Reiki feels like the most guided way to do so at this time. A deep calm passes through me and I feel my left eye tearing up as my session with June ends.

Sharon stands in front of us both as we organize the chairs back to their original stance around the table. We take our seats with Sharon for the closing part of this ceremony. “Place the soles of your feet onto the floor and uncross your legs. Close your eyes and relax.” Sharon leads us through a meditation that activates the release of what she terms as ‘tar body’. “You are going to energetically pull the plugs from the soles of your feet. Imagine you have bathtub plugs at the soles of your feet, and ‘energetically’, pull those out. Imagine a sticky egg white energy washing through your physical body, while cleansing your ‘energy’ body. Allow this sticky substance to collect all stress, fear, pain, trauma and hurt from your every cell, muscle, bone and tissue. Let it melt out of your body, and release it through the soles of your feet. Let it melt down through the foundation of this building, and into the mother earth. There, the earth will transmute this ‘tar’ into light and use it to heal herself. Your vehicle will then be cleared of all inappropriate energies. Now take your time and open your eyes when you are ready.” Sharon’s voice disappears and I am left in wonder, as I can literally feel ‘thick tar-like energy’ removing itself from my body. Our eyes begin to open. “That is one of the most powerful energy tools you can use, do not forget it, and use it often. All you have to do is say “I pull the plugs from the soles of my feet.” Sharon ends our ‘Pulling plugs’ meditation.

She hands us each a small stack of papers and says, “You see these papers?” Throw them out the window!” She laughs innocently- with her mouth wide open, and head tilted backwards. This is the most colorful she has been all night long. Though unsure what she is laughing at, we join in the laughter and it feels good to break the steady silence of the evening. “These papers are your ‘guidelines for practice’ with Reiki. There are hand positions that you may learn, for use on yourself and for use on others, or you can simply use your intuition. That is what I guide you to do- feel it out, and do not look at the notes. Upon being ‘attuned’, you receive a set of Reiki guides, like a team of angels that work with you- listen and follow the guidance of them. Listen and they will never steer you wrong. Your homework is to lay hands on your self every day. Learn to make it a daily practice. This will serve you better than any notes you can read.” With that, I tuck the notes she dispensed away in my backpack and do not look at them during my ride home on the subway.

www.tuesdaymaythomas.com

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I am not a certified nutritionist, doctor or therapist. 

Please consult your healthcare professional before participating in any

 lifestyle changes you may feel are questionable to your health. 

I am not responsible for any action you resume, You are- Make it pleasurable.

© Tuesday May Thomas 2013

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